Monday, January 19, 2015
A lot has changed
I can't remember the last time I was on here, but within those few years so much has happen. Soo many accomplishments, with so many tears, a lot of laughter with some dull moments. Tons of heart breaks with love found . But it's all about of HIS BIG plan. One thing i can say God don't throw things at us we can't handle. It was a test of our will and faith in him . Sometimes I questioned his motives and just sit back and wonder why. Like why did my other aunt , uncle both neighbors and grandson, my best friend Poppop, my best friend my whole life was taken away from me. The death of one man i though could love forever my real life superman. I just gotta have faith and put it in him. A lot has changed but the question is better or worse. Only time will tell and only God knows the un known and he knows where we going. If we trust in him he will not stare us wrong and put our faith in him. I may not know what the future has instore but I will live it like its my last and better then yesterday. No cries, no worries. Taking a step out the door and blessed to see the next day. Smile and say God has me
Saturday, March 12, 2011
A Letter to Katherine
Dear Grandmom,
Now that your gone, I can sleep at night knowing your in a better place. Knowing that your No longer suffering. Your mind is just as young and youthful as I remember. Grandmom the summer I spent with you Im not going to lie where the worse I cried everyday wanting to go home, but you wouldnt let us , but I never regret the time we spent together. Being in the country wasnt my twist but you loved evey single bit of it. The wide open spaces and the miles and miles of land that surround us was your zen. The food that you cook I remember the smell like it was yesterday fried apples, beacon and cheese eggs, I'm getting hungry thinking about it. The songs you use to sing us in the morning "Good morning mr.dippy dip your hair look shorter than mine, Good morning Mr.Dippy dip you sure are looking fine." I though it was the cheesey song but it made your day singing it to us. At night we would watch a hour of t.v and you were very pointy about what we watch "Thats to Worldly".The way you would float across the floor with smooth dance move and the laugh that made everyone else laugh (I can hear it in my head now).Every sunday at the hall, saturday going door to door. BUt when it was time to leave I use to soo glad went it was time for me to go but I knew I would miss you like crazy and that it would be long that I would see you again. You kiss us on th cheeks and hug and aswe pull out the gate you would wave and say see ya next summer. At that time I was pleading not to go back but it was going in one ear and out the other from your son. I remember that time we went to florida with Aunt Michelle and the boys and it rained and rained. I was soo excited that I though I had the chance to go to Disney World. But it was miscommucation talking about you dont like walking around the part and you boldly stood up and said I never said that.My dreams were crush but being with you made it memberable. Another summer later would be the last I seen you at your best minus the few visits and your mind started fading. You didnt remember who I was or my dad and it hurted us to see you like that. We was everbody else but who we really were. I knew time was going to draw near but I never knew you would last a lot longer than you did that was God on yourside. Now your gone my mind and your mind is at easy. I know the family is greving but I know we are going to be ok . Tell Grandpop Winslow I said Hey and my brother Randy, Uncle Peewee, Aunt beebee my nephew and any of the other clan Watch other them grandmom cuz i know they need a strong women like you leading them. But for now im going to wait until the day i see you and again kiss you on the cheek and say grandmom another summer again with you
Now that your gone, I can sleep at night knowing your in a better place. Knowing that your No longer suffering. Your mind is just as young and youthful as I remember. Grandmom the summer I spent with you Im not going to lie where the worse I cried everyday wanting to go home, but you wouldnt let us , but I never regret the time we spent together. Being in the country wasnt my twist but you loved evey single bit of it. The wide open spaces and the miles and miles of land that surround us was your zen. The food that you cook I remember the smell like it was yesterday fried apples, beacon and cheese eggs, I'm getting hungry thinking about it. The songs you use to sing us in the morning "Good morning mr.dippy dip your hair look shorter than mine, Good morning Mr.Dippy dip you sure are looking fine." I though it was the cheesey song but it made your day singing it to us. At night we would watch a hour of t.v and you were very pointy about what we watch "Thats to Worldly".The way you would float across the floor with smooth dance move and the laugh that made everyone else laugh (I can hear it in my head now).Every sunday at the hall, saturday going door to door. BUt when it was time to leave I use to soo glad went it was time for me to go but I knew I would miss you like crazy and that it would be long that I would see you again. You kiss us on th cheeks and hug and aswe pull out the gate you would wave and say see ya next summer. At that time I was pleading not to go back but it was going in one ear and out the other from your son. I remember that time we went to florida with Aunt Michelle and the boys and it rained and rained. I was soo excited that I though I had the chance to go to Disney World. But it was miscommucation talking about you dont like walking around the part and you boldly stood up and said I never said that.My dreams were crush but being with you made it memberable. Another summer later would be the last I seen you at your best minus the few visits and your mind started fading. You didnt remember who I was or my dad and it hurted us to see you like that. We was everbody else but who we really were. I knew time was going to draw near but I never knew you would last a lot longer than you did that was God on yourside. Now your gone my mind and your mind is at easy. I know the family is greving but I know we are going to be ok . Tell Grandpop Winslow I said Hey and my brother Randy, Uncle Peewee, Aunt beebee my nephew and any of the other clan Watch other them grandmom cuz i know they need a strong women like you leading them. But for now im going to wait until the day i see you and again kiss you on the cheek and say grandmom another summer again with you
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Fox News
My Valentine
Like the words of the song "My funny Valentine" She puts a smile on my face. She knows me in and out. She has this walk that makes the room goes crazy. A smile that makes you smile. A giggle that makes the whole world laughs. She loves me and I love her. I know she doesnt say but she do have her ways to by experssing it. My Valentine sings with prettys voice and dances like and angle flowing on air. My Valentines is the center of attention everybody wants her, But shes all mine. She the love of my life the joy in my world, the realize why i do the things I do the things i do. We have so much and command. My Valentine stands at 45 inchs born on Jan 1,2010. No great love is the one who loves you the most my Neice Makayla
Saturday, February 5, 2011
I turn to you
I turn to you went times our rough and just didnt seem right
I turn to you went I just couldn’t sleep at night
I turn to you cuz I knew you’ll were the one to make everything right.
I turn to you went I have no one else to turn to.
But now that you’re gone and you’re out my life
You gave me life went you where around me and death went you were gone.
Who can I turn to?
You were my everything you were my sunshine in the rain.
The glue that handle me together
You were the period at the end of every sentence.
I turned to you went worse was here
Went I though no one else cared
Only you was there
You were my breath and the air that I breathe.
Now that you’re gone I found myself gasping harder search for that oxygen to fill my lungs as I exhale with a shi
My Life in is a broken glass 7 years off bad luck.
And you where my luck charm.
As I wait by the phone hoping you will one day call.
It just seem like impossible wish that will never come true
And I turned to you.
It hard for me to move on and it hard for me to just let go
But you were my everything
I turn to you went I just couldn’t sleep at night
I turn to you cuz I knew you’ll were the one to make everything right.
I turn to you went I have no one else to turn to.
But now that you’re gone and you’re out my life
You gave me life went you where around me and death went you were gone.
Who can I turn to?
You were my everything you were my sunshine in the rain.
The glue that handle me together
You were the period at the end of every sentence.
I turned to you went worse was here
Went I though no one else cared
Only you was there
You were my breath and the air that I breathe.
Now that you’re gone I found myself gasping harder search for that oxygen to fill my lungs as I exhale with a shi
My Life in is a broken glass 7 years off bad luck.
And you where my luck charm.
As I wait by the phone hoping you will one day call.
It just seem like impossible wish that will never come true
And I turned to you.
It hard for me to move on and it hard for me to just let go
But you were my everything
Now who Can I turn to now?
The Dream
The Dream
Darkness all around
Something is out there.
Something’s grabbing me
Just let me GO!!!!!!
Where am I?
What is this place?
Why is it soo lonely?
And why is it soo cold?
I’m lost and I want to be found.
I’m yelling but I’m not being heard.
I’m seeing but I’m not being seen.
I’m just alone and I’m scared.
Is there anyone out there?!!!!
I don’t like this feeling.
And I hate this place.
I’m drift away but away from what.
I’m hearing the sound of a fading heart beat.
As it is slowly comes to a stop.
I see the lonely drifter as he stops and tells me to wake up.
My eyes are open and I’m in my bed where I’m warm and loved.
Darkness all around
Something is out there.
Something’s grabbing me
Just let me GO!!!!!!
Where am I?
What is this place?
Why is it soo lonely?
And why is it soo cold?
I’m lost and I want to be found.
I’m yelling but I’m not being heard.
I’m seeing but I’m not being seen.
I’m just alone and I’m scared.
Is there anyone out there?!!!!
I don’t like this feeling.
And I hate this place.
I’m drift away but away from what.
I’m hearing the sound of a fading heart beat.
As it is slowly comes to a stop.
I see the lonely drifter as he stops and tells me to wake up.
My eyes are open and I’m in my bed where I’m warm and loved.
A place like that should never be Dreamt of.
without friends
My friends are very important to me, and sometime I dont know where I will be without them. Lost in the cold lone world on my own. I know if I call one them they will be there in a hurry. With no questions asked when the world is against me i know they are always by myside what people may think or say. Without my friends I would a shadow in the dark. But they are my light in the sky. Without my friends i would be the lone fish in the sea and with my friends we are a school of fishes. I love my friends and i know they love me. I know sometimes we dont see eye to eye but that only makes us stronger. Are fights makes us closer but against the world we are unstoppable. They are the light at the end of ever tunnel .. they are the sun behind the cloubs. I love my friends
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